Wednesday, December 11, 2013

I was that desperate.

One day I woke up to realize my illusions - and delusions - were killing me. I gave them up, surrendered them. I think the Scriptural reference is "died to myself." But it had nothing to do with personal or moral virtue or excellence. I chose to allow my illusioned delusioned self to die, so that something else, whatever that might be, could live. I was that desperate.
D. Zailer

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